I have a million things to say about Khalid though.

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I have to write down my feelings because I’m not sure what else to do with them.

Waiting for our last day to come is torture, it’s like being able to predict a disaster.

It will definitely be up there in my top 5 worse days.

I know I’m young and will love again in my lifetime but I can’t imagine finding someone as amazing as you are.

Lets fuck some shit up these next two weeks Khaliddle and Merf style. I’ll fill you in on why I haven’t posted anything in quite a few months.

For those of you who aren’t sure what that consists of it’s me drinking a bottle of wine and us turning in around 10pm with a few games of Yahtzee tossed in there. In September I met Khalid, yes from a dating site, Tinder to be specific. There wasn’t anything weird about the date or anything uncomfortable about it.I feel like I usually have something negative to say about the first dates I’ve been on but not this one.Some of those worse days include, the day the high school cafeteria ran out of cinnamon rolls on corndog day, and the day that my dad decided to spoil the ending of American Idol Season 15 for me by telling me that Trent won. I’m going to try my hardest to make the most of this time but it’s becoming really hard to act like this isn’t going to suck.I remember my Aunt Nancy telling me to be careful when I told her about you because she didn’t want to see me upset when all of this was over.This is the only time I haven’t listened to my Aunt Nancy.All of these feelings that I’ve experience and will experience over the next few months are worth it though because you’ve made loving you so enjoyable and easy.